4:40 AM

So its now 4:41 but who's counting? I am actually. Anywho, Ryan and Adam's analysis of the NOS drink and Sour patch kids combo I purchased at wawa was correct. Too much sugar. Ive been trying to fall asleep for like two hours and just no luck. Also there is just many things going through my mind right now, like transferring to a new school, Business major or journalism? I was thinking business earlier but not trying to make excuses but there are so many requirements but the one that bites the bullet on that idea is calculus, im terrible at intermediate algebra, I dont even want to think about pre-calculus. So now Im leaning towards Journalism, really I cant go wrong. When I was in high school I was thinking about getting involved in journalism hoping one day to achieve my dreams of sports reporting. (In the blog I published earlier tonight, I made mention of this.) Then I went to Neumann and took the easy way out with communication and I was going to plan on doing that at Rutgers New Brunswick and never had my heart set on a major, but that was the one I was going to go through with until my decision to make another and final transfer to live at home and commute to Rutgers Camden. Since it seems I am having my best semester since my second semester at Neumann, I have had an epiphany to aim my major towards Journalism and maybe minor in Media studies, leading me to hopefully finding an internship with a sports news station. Now I realize there will be a lot of writing and research with this major, but if I really actually try for once in my life and stop F'in around, I can really accomplish what I want and become a person who has a plan and goal in life that has followed me for many years since the growth and love of sports. Also, I found out, technically yesterday, that I have an interview with PHH mortgage on Thursday for an internship, I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hoping all goes well. My birthday is on Wednesday and it really doesnt feel like it, I'm turning 22. What else can I really say about that, its not 18 cigarettes and porn, or 21 legal alcohol consumption (FYI, didnt drink til the Saturday after my birthday at the "Amazing" Kanye West Glow in the Dark tour show in Camden). Just plain 22, boy am I getting old. I have to get up in a couple of hours to get a new cable box because my sister took the one out of my apartment up to her room and now the signal wont go through anymoe, Damnit Kir! So now Im like watching NBC which has like Access Hollywood on.
I know everyone is back in Blink 182 mode, which I am too, but this has also inspired me to listen to Incubus again. Brandon Boyd is my hero, just thought ya'll would like to know. What else can I really say? I can feel my eyes getting heavier which is a good sign, but now Im thinking about it so when I put my computer down I will be thinking about going to sleep, jeez Im so pathetic right now. Also I learned it is harder to fall asleep right after being on a computer because of the proximety and thinking process that involves working the computer has your brain working harder than it would compared to watching the TV before falling asleep. Now as I say this my eyes are starting to hurt as the white is banging the insides of my eyes. Looks like Im about to cut this blog off short, even though its probably one of my longest and Im adding a new segment to my blogs, Im going to insert a song that I am feeling either relates to me or a song that I am just feeling. So just thought I'd let my followers know its 5:03 AM Saturday May 9th 2009 and I am finished with this blog.

Til next time followers, brotherhood out. (Had to do it, even though I wasn't there, I shouldve)

Song of choice - Mexico - Incubus

Sports of our lives...

What have sports come to now a days? Who the frig knows anymore? Tonight I was ridiculed for saying that I thought sports were scripted, but in a way it seems to be, but its actually more like a soap opera. Everyday there is something new, someone is coming out of retirement, another big star connected to steroids, someone gets a death threat, basketball has turned into the WWF, (ok, WWE, not the WorldWildlifeFoundation, WWF is so much better though). What next? I really think there isnt much more, but never be content with that thought because someone will slap you upside the head and prove you wrong. SportsCenter has gone from score central, which it still does, best chance is by watching it for the BottomLine, but it is now a soap opera. Now, this doesnt completely bother me because If I had to chance to become a sports reporter I wouldnt really have to look far to find a story, but nothing is consistent anymore and its kind of a shame, but its how you look at it. Its hard for our future generations to have role models, because they are all cheaters or law breakers or selfish selfabsorbed asses. I fear for the future because more and more the focus is going to go from the score of the game to whose doin what. I think single handedly the media is to blame for the corruption of sports. Sports, unfortunately, will never be the same again, never...

So til next time followers, Goodnight and Goodluck.