PHH Blogs

Another day begins, and quite the day it is going to be for me. Last night was crazy like swayze, just kidding, but it ended up being a pretty good night if you ask me. First, after a better day at work, I went to The Firm (always gotta drop that one), and boy did I get my swell on, love the feeling, I just feel 20x the man I already am, yeah that just happened. Built up the intimidation factor against C4 by my dad asking me to go to the liquor store for some beer, Bino and Kelly Kunz were standing there waiting to go out to Philly for Jackie Keys birthday and I had my beater/cutoff on with a mean sweat and swell and I was like we are ready and I was just working out to be ready to be the next Barry Bonds, he sounded excited and optimistic, but I know deep down inside he was shaking in his sneakers. Anyway, arrived home, showered, drove to Sean’s as we decided to take a trip to prospectors to get xtu tickets but there was a $6 cover, so we were like uh-uh we aint doin that. (Ok, wasn’t like that but that would’ve been funny) So we went back to Sean’s to converse on what to do, Ryan was contemplating leaving and nobody really had valid ideas, so I stepped up, said I’ll do whatever, Philly was brought up, I was all about and so we went. After claiming earlier in the night I was going to live a healthier life and cut out all the bad and unhealthy food I ate a “wiz with”, didn’t realize it was wiz until I got my second, then I got and “American with” as I joked with the workers of Geno’s the guy cooking was pretty funny, had a good laugh. But from after I finished off that 2nd steak last night I am beginning my road to healthiness. I want the perfect healthy body, and no one or no thing will take that away from me. Anywho, great car ride and music on the venture back to M-town and then unfortch (unfortunately shortened) we all split our ways and went home to rest, so I thought….Boy, was I wrong. It just so happened that Leah was in my neighborhood visiting a friend of hers, I’ll leave that at that. As I was ready for sleep I get a text, “I’m stopping by” and an already good night turned better. As I waited outside I looked to the stars and was wondering about the world we live in and how beautiful the night sky is and that we really need to slow down and appreciate the good things in life and try to phase out the negative aspects as best as we can, but being human, it is not easy to do because we function off of emotion. (Some more than others, let’s just say his name rhymes with Dark) So then she arrived, and I couldn’t help but smile like I used to on Christmas morning, and I realized I don’t deserve, but she’s that perfect that she will give me one last chance to make her happy. I went inside to get her a sweatshirt cause she was cold and we hung out outside for a while, talked about everything, hugged and kissed and then we went into my apartment and I just felt all of the sparks that I did when we had our best times together. I’ve realized I have made millions of mistakes but giving up on her was the biggest and I know things have changed so quickly but I was blinded by the ugly side of society and now I’m reaping the consequences of not putting the things that mean to the most to me. (Leah…………and my best friends of course, B-Hood, always there, thanks) I’ve been giving my sister advice lately about how she should live and I realized just recently that I haven’t listened to myself, I was so confident about what I was telling her but I didn’t adhere and now is my chance to walk through this open door and for once not mess things up. As the night went on I just kept falling more and more in love with her all over again and I just thinking I don’t want to lose her ever again. Unfortch, she had to leave and I had to sleep because I have work as you can tell, since I’m writing this at work, but I just hated seeing her go but I do have a very important night ahead of me and that there is no way I can mess this up, because if I do, heck, I don’t even know what I would do. So this is pretty bad, I have like no work to do and none of my supervisors will be in until like 11:30,but I do have my ipod, jamming to some tunes and then there is chipotle (Not chipotte, chipotLe) for lunch today with Sean, Erin, and Dan, so I’m pretty excited for that. I’m going to retire this blog for now. At 9:20 am, this is Tomo signing out.

Til Next time followers, when you find the one, never let her go, trust me.